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Posted by: NYsMuslima Original: 2/17/2006 8:02 PM Views: 27 Comments: 6 eProps: 12 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, February 17, 2006

Assalamu alaykum warahmatullah wabarakatuh!!!!

lol havent updated in MAAAD LONGG exactly a month now. thats a lot. oh yes it is lol alhamdulilah everythin has been goin well. schools much better. chemistry ma midterm was a B-!!!!!! haha which is good for me. n then i just recently got a 114 on ma chem quiz!! woohoo. everythin is goin good. but ma report card still wasnt all that great. mostly B`s inshAllah ma goals are much higher now.

well enuf abt school. Yesterday ma mom fell extremely ill. diziness, felt like sum1 was inside her head, crying, throwin up. shes just weak now cuz shes always runin in n out of the house with ma sibs n ofcourse me. n like when i saw her so hopeless and cudnt do anythin. it made me burst in2 tears, cuz shes always the strong one when ur sick shes always the one whos sayin its gon be ok but now it was the other way around. i was cryin but didnt wanna show it. ma dad came home from work n so did ma aunt, ma moms sister. so alhamdulilah that made things much easier. i obviously didnt go 2 school 2day. i cudnt. ma baby brother was cryin too seein her like that. alhamdulilah shes better now, a little sick but better. ma dad she has the viral thats been goin around lately. this weekend the plan was for me go 2 NY at sanas, but ofcourse im not gonna. ma mom needs me. n although i feel sad abt this decision makes me feel proud. when i was makin dua for her. i cudnt stop cryin. n the hadith where sum1 is sick there sins fall off like leaves off a tree. n like ofcourse every1 has sins, but i dunt see any in ma mom. she seems so perfect. OFCOURSE shes not. we all kno that. but lets take a look at our moms. what DONT they do thats not for us. really not much i see after a woman becomes a wife n mother, she duznt have much time for herself, n its not like shes forced too. the woman wants too. she automatically thinks for every1 else. its in the nature. even when she was sick she kept sayin make sure wisam eats dinner or yusra eats. cuz their just so caring. so i made dua inshAllah all of her sins will fall off, n like i sed i duno wat sins but ofcourse Allah knows best. n ppl kept callin 2 ask cuz u kno desis.lol. i cudnt talk on the fone. ppl were like. are you ok? i duno if i was. showed me how selfish i was. n then this mornin i had 2 get up at 6:3o. read salah. make the kids lunches. feed them breakfast. get them ready. its not ez. esp when their brats. n it was easier for me. cuz ma mom has me, whos annoyin too. n i didnt have me to annoy me. lol if that made any sense. This story just one of the reasons why the mother comes 3 times then the father.

I just wanna say Allah thank you for our wonderful mothers. some of us are unfortunate to have mothers who dunt care. But thats Allahs decision. I cudnt imagine life without my mom. It wudnt be a life. Its the best gift Allah has given us, n lets do sumthin nice n be the best gift that Allah gave our mothers. inshAllah.

wa alaykumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

Sania

Posted 2/17/2006 8:02 PM - 27 Views - 12 eProps - 6 comments

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woww that seriously made me tear... i kno exacltyy wat u mean our momss life revolves around.. our lives. okiee well ilu saniaa take caree..

Posted 2/18/2006 9:25 PM by ixSarahix - reply

Allahu 'Akbur for Mothers!!!

Posted 2/18/2006 11:52 PM by KaMiNi385 - reply

Salamualaykum Sania, I wuv my mum too. Your story reminds me of what I went through for years because my mum was actually ill and was diagnosed with scleroderma for 14 years. It started when I was in 4th grade and progressively she got worse. She was an amazing and pious woman just like your mum. Mine was an ustaani who taught all of us lil kiddies from the neighborhood the Qur'an, mum always treated everyone with respect and hospitality and was always caring. She would always make sure everyone ate, but she herself couldn't even eat for years because her esophagus shrunk. Basically the disease affected her kidneys, lungs, heart and other organs, yet she was this delicate flower who never gave up in living and striving for Allah's sake. One of the thing I used to tell mum was that sabr ka pahl meeta hotha hai, meaning the fruit of patience is sweet, and I'm really really glad you are there for your mother. I tried to be with mum for as long as I could. In the winters of New York, her body could not tolerate the cold weather, her blood circulation was poor, so she had to live in our home in Karachi for months, also because that way she would always have care and attention... even though I tried my best after school every day to help her out by cooking, cleaning, and taking care of lil brother. So basically she was in a lot of pain and difficulty and at the end of 2003 I figured that she doesn't have much time to live, so I told mum I'm coming to Karachi, she said no because she didn't want me to leave school for a year, but I knew that time to study can come and go, but time to meet loved ones won't come back... so I'm glad you decided to do the right thing, to not go to your friend's (and I'm sure she would understand anyway) and that you are proud of it. Truly jannat lies under the feet of our mothers and be sure to always be by her. I'm happy she's getting better, insha'Allah she's in my duaas too... please keep my mum in your duaas too, she passed away on January 1, 2004, and I pray she's in jannah too, and it's interesting because I too pray for her sins to be washed away yet I don't even think she would have any! Extremely pious woman who always made sure she was in purdah even at the hospital, she'd make duaa for other sick people even, and always take care of the poor and hungry. Don't worry you're not alone, and you should actually feel much better that she's getting better and that she's alive ofcourse, every second with mum is a blessing, and the love we have for our mums and from our mums is truly divine. Hmm... sowwy my comment became long, heh just that I could really relate to you, and I want you to be beaming with hope and happiness because believe me, your mum is also very very lucky to have a daughter like you, masha'Allah. Stay blessed. Smile. Salamualaykum.

Posted 2/19/2006 12:03 AM by KababKinG - reply

moms are really something else. the sad thing is that we have such short circuits, when something doesnt go our way, or something wrong is said, we have this bitterness towards our parents. its crazy how some people act toward their parents, even the smallest of things is a great sin. gotta remember the hadith though, the treatment given to your parents is what you'll receive when you're a parent..

HOW YOU BEEN FOO?

as salaamu alaikum ! =)

Posted 2/20/2006 7:51 PM by AdDunya_Mal3oon - reply